Monday, March 17, 2008

Being Me

Somewhere in the middle of this huge life of mine, I have forgotten myself. I feel lost between my work, my family who don’t live with me, my boyfriend who is ambitious and starting out his career and my friends who just seem to have a life of their own. Even when I am alone I am not thinking about myself.

Just yesterday I sat back and gave this a thought. I felt lost in my own world and trust me it didn’t feel great. I wanted to just leave everything…and go where...Duh!

A few friends noticed all of it somehow. Some advice here and there…and I felt like I was getting on the track again. I know that people are not as important that it takes away me from myself. I have decided to de-clutter my life. Have decided to take a break from others. Just want to live a life where I think about myself. I feel good about myself and just shut away from people and their placements.

Feels good…yes.

Taking up a hobby is the first step. Nurturing it is the other. Spending time with “me” is another agenda and not bothering much about things is the most important one.

My state of mind is such that I feel like just avoid all those who have taken me for granted. For starters at least am thinking of myself.

The point here to this article is to identify a problem and sorting it out. The point here is then just ME.