Jingle Bells.....

Well every year towards the second half of December, I start feeling good and bad. Good because Christmas and New Years comes knocking on our doors and sad because I am usually away from my family during the festive season.

Christmas brings back a lot of memories from the past and so even though I am not a Christian, I can relate to it very easily. Have you read Charles Dickens’ Christmas Carol? Do read it if you have not.

My Christmas memory takes me back to my childhood. Bought up in an Air Force camp, we would always have a Christmas Party that would be organized by the elders. We would have magic shows, fancy dress competition, games and loads of yummy food. The best part was the Santa Claus and the gifts he would distribute. With age the gifts became interesting and precious.

Apart from the Children’s party, my parents would make it a point to keep something near our pillows so that we would wake up with gift the next day. It was an amazing feeling because my dad till the longest time wanted us to believe in Santa Claus. There were so many times I would tell him “come on…you kept it” and he would say a big NO. I actually loved the big NO. I do not know why he did it, but today I feel that he probably wanted us to believe in hope. He probably wanted us to keep the innocence alive till as long as we could. As we grew up, I and my sister got to know how Santa Claus never existed. But somewhere we just wanted to keep him alive. It was a strange thing in a way.
One of my fondest gifts was a grey polar bear (a stuffed toy) who still stays with me. He is called Vincent and he is my secret friend. It is precious because it was my first surprise ever. It was given by my father. He had been away on duty for a while and we were missing him. He just landed up on Christmas with a gift when all we wanted was him! The toy is in my mind part of my “First Surprise” ever.

Another gift was a story one of our teachers had narrated in class. It was about the “Little Match Girl” and how during Christmas, she was all alone, homeless and cold. She had no one but a match stick to keep her warm. The story had touched all of us so much that we had tears at the end of the story. All of us did something sweet for children who did not have anyone to celebrate Christmas with. Those were my first lessons to touch lives.

So, while you are shopping and enjoying yourselves partying, do take a while to think about the Christmas of the Past and smile at the times gone by. It’s an amazing feeling to visit the past…specially the ones that made the present so good!

Merry Christmas to all of you!!!